Dear Callumz,
Sometimes it's difficult for me to know what to say. I'm not quite sure what's right or wrong- what you want to hear and what you don't; what makes things better and what doesn't.
Now's one of those times. Last night was pretty much no good, and once again, there's nothing going right.
I'm here, and I do want to help. I just don't know how. I don't know what fixes all the problems we have. But if we're here and we stop fighting with each other- just little things- it'll get better.
Love always,
Kaiteh.
Dear Kaiteh,
ReplyDeleteI'm way too drugged up and sick to write anything intelligent, so this will have to do.
I'm sitting on the couch, with my laptop on my....*cringes* lap...top....
I'm sniffles, and I'm sore throatles, and my kaiteh is in distress.
The TVNZ announcer just tried to do an Australian accent, because Kath and Kim is coming up. I laughed. Then it reminded me of you.
Speaking of you, the doctor asked if I'd been kissing anyone. I wish I could say yes, I was kissing my kaiteh, but unfortunately you aren't here.. And I don't think the doctor wants to know if i was kissing you over Skype... So I had to say no. It made me so sad... But I know I'll be able to soon, and that's awesome ;D
Oh, and it's Friday! ;D (*realises what I just said, oh god xD*) And you know what that means! We get to be with each other... And I get to see your beautiful smile... Fridays and Saturday nights are my favourite times in the entire week... I look forward to it. It makes me so excited and happy and gah just to see you smile... I can't wait...come here....
Except there is one thing; you're not the happiest kaiteh right now, are you... I think what I'll do, is try my best to make you smile... I'll try everything... I'll write you 3 koala-themed haikus if that's what it takes!
I'll do whatever it takes...
I'll do anything for you, my kaiteh... You mean the entire world to me...the universe... I love you so damn much, I want to just hold and cuddle you forever...and make you milo and tea and make you really warm, and I want to kiss your miloey, tea-ey lips;)
I love you my kaiteh... Lots and lots..;)
Love always,
Callumz