Dear Callumz,
I really hope last night was good enough. I liked being able to hear your voice, and I hope the way you heard mine was okay. You seemed to be kind of entertained, so I will assume you liked it.
I'm trying to figure out what to say, since we've barely made any use of the long weekend. I'm a bit annoyed at myself because, for the most part, it was all my fault.
I'm sorry I've barely spoken to you; and particularly about Saturday night- I know that hurt you more than I could imagine. I'm sorry about this morning when I accidentally hurt your feelings/annoyed you/upset you because of some stupid OCD thing I have. That wasn't why I tried to correct you this morning, but I can see why you thought so.
I'm just sorry that I've sucked so much lately.
Love always,
Kaiteh.
Dear Kaiteh,
ReplyDeleteLast nigh was actually really fun, you and Polly are so silly together... I'm not so sure if I'd fit in, so I'll just sit in the corner playing with marbles or something and laugh to myself. Quietly.
And..yeah there was that night where I was your big meaty punching bag, then when you didn't need me I was thrown back into the cupboard..
But I still love you...
And there was the correction thing... it was something to do with the way you worded it precisely the same as when you've corrected me before... I think you know why I hate being corrected... First of all, I hate being wrong, and secondly, it completely screws up the conversation. It goes from being something happy, to my mistakes, and it's hard for me to make it happy again after that...
But yeah... I just have to get over it.
It's not a big deal.
And don't think that you're a bad girlfriend... 99.999% of the time you're extremely awesome sauce, and I love you 100% of the time.
We just need to move on and be happy... that's all I ever want...
Love always,
Callumz.