Dear Callumz,
Today I got to keep being the girl that people liked. The girl people want to be around and make friends with. It felt amazing.
I worked with my friend- the same one who approved of you a few weeks ago. I told her how it felt to be liked and appreciated again for the first time since I came back from being with you- and she just looked at me and asked why I hadn't done that sooner.
That in itself kind of shocked me. I'd never thought of it like that before. I mean, there was last night when my mum told me I brought all of my crap on myself, but hearing it from someone my own age; someone who actually understood was something else again. I guess she was right.
So maybe next year won't be so terrifying after all. Maybe I won't have to retreat by myself to the library anymore, or be pitied by the year eights again.
Actually, I think it'll be the best year I've ever spent at this school. And I can't wait to be happy here again.
Love always,
Kaiteh.
Dear Kaiteh,
ReplyDeleteNext year for me, should be a bit better... I think I've got pretty much everything sorted out. I just really hope I pass this year...:/
I find out near the end of January I think... scaries...
It would make me really sad if I don't...:/ At least I'd have my kaiteh to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart if that happens xD
Love always,
Callumz.