Dear Callumz,
Things seem to be looking up indefinitely. I went for a drive today, and I didn't even come close to having an accident.
It feels good to be in control again. Well, as in control of life as it's possible to be. There are certain things you can't avoid or change, because they're inevitable. But it's nice to just be.
I guess I'm just really stupid for not realising it earlier.
Our Christmas tree is up now too. It's decorated in red and gold and it looks as beautiful as it does every year. It's kind of sad how it hides all year.
I'm excited about our first Christmas. And then the first Christmas we'll spend together next year. A Christmas tree we can decorate together- I imagine you'd pick all the colours and decorations, being a picky designer and all- and getting to be cute and cuddly on Christmas day together. It's hard to imagine anything better.
Love always,
Kaiteh.
Dear Kaiteh,
ReplyDeleteHmm... Our christmas tree still isn't up... I guess I'd be doing that tomorrow, or maybe the day after. I really, really hate doing the christmas lights.. they're always tangled and broken... not nice...D: And we have this rather sad plastic christmas tree that seems to get smaller and smaller each year.. I remember when we first got it, I thought it was huge... now I'm pretty much as tall as it. Also, I believe that a large percentage of its fake branches have fallen off, making it look silly. So we dress it up in a lot of that shiny crap.
Love always,
Callumz.