Dear Callumz,
I'm lying here on my bed, typing out a note to you while I listen to the sound of your breathing. You sound so peaceful. Right now, you're not tossing and turning; you're not restless. You're just lying still, breathing rhythmically as you dream of something happy.
I'm looking around me at my room- the place where I spend most of my time. One wall is covered completely by posters, picks and ticket stubs. My bed with rumpled sheets that I've just messed up by lying back on it. My ordered wardrobe. The crammed bookshelf.
It's so much different from what it used to be. It's changed so much since I met you. I sometimes wonder what it will be like when I'm with you. Will I still have an ordered yet still hopelessly messy desk, or will it be completely clutter-free like yours? Will my clothes still be ordered in terms of style and colour, or will they all be mixed together?
They're just little things I wonder about sometimes. Trivial things that don't matter, but are still a complete and utter mystery to me. But not knowing is exciting. I can't wait to actually get there and experience it- our lives entwined.
Love always,
Kaiteh.
Dear Kaiteh,
ReplyDeleteMy room hasn't changed that much.. I guess I did throw out a lot of useless crap I didn't need a few months back, so it's a lot less cluttered than it was before. I also think that my server was set up differently, it used to be a mess of cables and now it's meticulously organised using duct tape.
That little server is counting down every little millisecond...
Now I think of it, it's probably about time I throw a bunch more stuff out...
I can't stand unnecessary objects. If they don't have vital functionality, and they aren't aesthetically pleasing, they should be put into a deep hole. There are a few exceptions to this.
Right now my room's a mess, it has a large amount of paper with my illegible scrawl on every sheet distributed chaotically across my floor. It's not going to be fun to clean up...
When we get our own house, I know exactly how I want it to look. Big floor-to-ceiling window... Strict colour scheme... Symmetry.... Warm and cozy... And sunny... With a beautiful view of the stars...maybe through a sunroom or something...
Anyway, better get back to studying!
Love always,
Callumz.